I turned in my key on Friday and said my good-bye's to the people in the office at work.
I also was babysitting for my granddaughter Friday. She is 1 year and 5 months old. Okay..so I give my self an excuse. I was babysitting. Therefore I will pack Saturday.
Saturday if felt 'Wonderful' to have slept 7 hours!!! WooHoo!!! I get up and throw in 2 loads of laundry and then at lunch, poured me a glass of wine, then two...then I sat my ass down and started watching a movie on TV. Then my son and both granddaughters come home, from running around doing there thing. It's around 4:30pm I order Pizza and 'boom'....sit around, hitting on FB and also restarted my blog again. Watch a movie with my son and granddaughter, have a glass of wine (oh..and this is total of 3 glasses, just to let you know I didn't continually drink since lunch)
Look at the clock, it is now 10:15pm. I figure...Oh Hell...I'll pack tomorrow.
Sunday comes, I go to Church. Go grocery shopping to fill the fridge for a week of groceries. A 'perk' I'm giving my Son, since he will be taking over house notes. I want him to start out fresh with no bills, no worries.
I come home and take another stab at laundry. I have lunch, cooked steaks on the grill, have my two glasses of wine. Hit FB. then go to drop off a birthday present to my Godson/Newphew and say good-bye to my sister Jude and her kids. Then I go to my Mom's to tell her good-bye and I am home at 8:30pm. Watch TV with my Son and Granddaughter and it gets 10:45pm. So I go to bed.
IT IS MONDAY!!!! PEOPLE!!!! I HAVEN'T DONE A F'KING THING!!!! Now I am pissed at myself!!! I'm suppose to be down South already!!! I know..I know...what's the hurry right? Well my brother wanted me to help him with a project on Wednesday he wanted to introduce me to some people to help me in my transition of finding work.
I HAVE GOT TO LEAVE TODAY!!! But I'm already making excuses... I've got 'worlds of shit' to do. Why can't I get it together? Am I THAT DEPRESSED???
So, off I go....
I have no doubt you got it together...
ReplyDeleteIsn't it funny how our minds will play these little games with us and we don't even realize it?
My neighbor moved to London several weeks ago. We knew she was leaving...I even gave her many empty boxes from my move....but the day her family FLEW in to move her - NOT A SINGLE thing was in a box.....WHY?
Because she was "leaving for good" - she has been here four yrs...school was here...and that was it....I did not stay for the 'good-bye'...
Heard she was fine until the VERY LAST POSSIBLE SECOND and then there was a come-apart involving much sobs and Kleenex (I'm crying thinking about it! LOL!)
Face it Lady - you are human. And as exciting as moving back is ~ it is also scary. You are literally LEAPING IN FAITH into God's arms - and I know we are not supposed to admit it - but that is scary! But I can safely say God hasn't 'dropped one' yet....